Tuesday, 24 December 2024

24th December 2024

 



freezing rain

labouring against the wind

dog walk


© Rachel Green December 2024


After Sonnet 88


Thou divorce seems amicable I swear

not counter such a story as set out

for though in public eye you seemed to bear

the brunt of all my ills and gendered doubt

though truth was further than the world could guess.

I was cast the monster in your tales

with vampire friends in civilised distress

who sought to overthrow the folded sails

of gender assignation at our birth.

You bade our friends and family to shun

all contact with your former spouse of worth

and spoke of all the terrors I had spun.

 And I denied it not, from Cath'lic guilt,

 capitulated everything we built.


© Rachel Green December 2024


Monday, 23 December 2024

23rd December 2024

 



brighter clouds

through the cold window

the rattle of dustbins


© Rachel Green December 2024


After Sonnet 87


Fuck off! Pecuniary arsehole drain

sending constant electronic missive

and pop-up ads to badger me and gain

renewed access to my bank. Dismissive

is my interest in goods you offer

and your claims to add exclusive deals

applicable for One Day Only.Suffer

my considered use of card repeals,

accept that I have clicked upon the X;

closed the browser tab without completion.

Trust me, it was no error - I am vexed

I was so eas'ly led before deletion.

   Thus have I the will to unsubscribe

   from future offers. I will not imbibe.


© Rachel Green December 2024


Sunday, 22 December 2024

22nd December 2024

 



high winds

the cover of our bicycle shed

unexpected kite


© Rachel Green December 2024


Slimmer World


My diet is fucked o'er Christmas fayre

the Yuletide table filled with tasty treats

with lack of will I can not yet prepare

to turn temptation from such sweeter meats.

A tin of ginger soldiers I declined

despite their hold upon my tongues desire

and Stollen cake in supermarket find

sets the glutton underneath my flesh afire.

I do my best to stick to simpler food

refrain from filling up my seasonal cart 

but end-of-season gatherings intrude

Black Cherry Gateaux and a chocolate heart.

But greatest falling-off-the-diet temptation

I eat a box of dates from far-off nation


© Rachel Green December 2024


Saturday, 21 December 2024

21st December 2024

 



winter solstice

as the sun rises on BBC News

new PTSD


© Rachel Green December 2024


What once I thought music now has powers

to fill my trembling mind with fears

for that I relied upon to dance the hours

now transports me a time of tears.

The Morris Dance with bells and sticks of Ash

and music of melodeon and drum

was once my Monday evenings and dash

to Weekend camps and Real Ale and rum.

But now brings forth to mind the cigarettes

and willow-stripped libidos of my friends,

for of that time I've nothing but regrets

abuse I suffered from my spouse offends.

But still a life precursor to mine now

I find peace with a man of gentler vow.


© Rachel Green December 2024


Friday, 20 December 2024

20th December 2024


 


wine and chocolate

streaming a John Wick movie

jiu-jitsu party


© Rachel Green December 2024


should I deem myself in nature vile

as others of more popular appeal

would claim me thus, for with gentle smile

I go about my business, yet I feel

their condemnation bites me to the quick

for in their eyes I am a rapist in

potential and a cheat. They think me sick

rejecting doctrine which their papist kin

think Word of God as natural and right

although they pick and choose their Gospel truth;

deny me my ability to fight

and whip the desperation of our youth.

We only ask for common decency

yet suffer for our right to simply be.


© Rachel Green December 2024


Thursday, 19 December 2024

19th December 2024

 



dirty dogbed

freshly laundered

happy toddler*


© Rachel Green December 2024


The court in tAvignon erupts in cheers

as Gisèle Pelicot arrives today.

The judgement of her former husband nears

and finally, the victim has her say.

Dominique is jailed for twenty years

for drugging her for all their married life

and selling off her senseless form to peers

to fifty other me who raped his wife.

She rests her weary head on the courtroom wall

as verdicts are read out on Dominique;

the sentence set on for him harshest of all

the other men more lenience to seek.

She waived her right to anonymity

to make the "shame swap sides" for all to see.


Gisèle Pelicot arrives to supporters' cheers


© Rachel Green December 2024


*not so much a haiku as a six-word story


Name and shame:

Gisèle's ex-husband, Dominique Pelicot, has been sentenced to 20 years.

Jean-Pierre Marechal has been sentenced to 12 years. Prosecutors had requested 17 years

Jacques Cubeau is sentenced to five years.

At 73, Jacques Cubeau is one of the oldest co-accused on trial. He is a lorry driver who spent most of his life on the road throughout Europe. He is a divorced father of two.

Cyrille Delville is sentenced to eight years.
The father-of-two and former football player admitted to rape and said he didn’t know what to do once he realised she was unconscious: "I froze. I was cheating on my wife."

Lionel Rodriguez is sentenced to eight years.
The 44-year-old was an employee in the same supermarket where Dominique Pelicot was caught upskirting in 2020.

Christian Lescole is sentenced to nine years.

Charly Arbo is sentenced to 13 years.

Nicolas Francois is sentenced to eight years and banned from working in jobs with children for several years.

Boris Moulin is sentenced to eight years.

Philippe Leleu is sentenced to five years of which two are suspended.

Joseph Cocco is sentenced to three years.

Fabien Sotton is sentenced to 11 years.

Nizar Hamida is sentenced to 10 years.

Joan Kawai is sentenced to 10 years.

Husamettin Dogan is sentenced to nine years.

Hughes Malago is sentenced to five years.

Andy Rodriguez is sentenced to six years.

Jean Tirano is sentenced to eight years.
In court, he said he could not remember raping Gisèle Pelicot, claiming he was drugged by Dominique Pelicot (something Dominique denied). “I know I’m going to come across as either a liar or an idiot,” he told the court.

Thierry Postat is sentenced to 12 years. He is also banned from working with children for life.

Redouane El Farihi is sentenced to eight years.

Simone Mekenese is sentenced to nine years.
The construction worker and father-of-six was the only defendant Gisele recognised: he lived next door to the Pelicots. Once, Dominique invited him to come to their house to see Gisèle, under the pretext of selling him a bike tyre. Dominique Pelicot “manipulated me and I fell into his trap,” Mekenese said in court.

Thierry Parisis is sentenced to eight years.Adrien Longeron is sentenced to six years.

Jérôme Vilela is sentenced to 13 years.

Didier Sambuchi is sentenced to five years.

Karim Sebaoui is sentenced to 10 years. He is crying.

Vincent Coullet is sentenced to 10 years.

Jean-Marc LeLoup is sentenced to six years.

Patrick Aron is sentenced to six years, but walks free today as he has medical issues and will need to be placed in a special jail, according to the judge.

Mohamed Rafaa is sentenced to eight years.

Mahdi Daoudi is sentenced to eight years.

Ahmed Tbarik is sentenced to eight years.
Patrice Nicolle is sentenced to eight years.

Grégory Serviol is sentenced to eight years.

Abdelali Dallal is sentenced to eight years, but walks free today due to medical issues and will need to placed in a special jail, according to the judge.
The 47-year-old is one of the few men who pleaded guilty, admitting he knew at the time that Gisèle Pelicot was given sleeping pills.

Jean-Luc LA is sentenced to 10 years.

Quentin Hennebert is sentenced to seven years.
The ex-prison guard was selling drugs on a now-closed unmoderated chatroom website when he met Dominique Pelicot. He admitted to rape but told the court he was “a little bit of a victim too”.

Saifeddine Ghabi is sentenced to three years.

Romain Vandevelde is sentenced to 15 years, which is less than what prosecutors had asked for.

Ludovick Blemeur is sentenced to seven years.

Cedric Grassot is sentenced to 12 years.

Cendric Venzin is sentenced to nine years.

Hassan Ouamou receives 12 years.
The 30-year-old is currently on the run in Morocco. He has told investigators he has no intention of returning to France.

The sentences being handed down are generally at least a couple of years lower than what had been asked for by prosecutors.

Wednesday, 18 December 2024

18th December 2024

 



light rain

on a pre-dawn dog walk

barking at snowmen


© Rachel Green December 2024


Why does a mind go blank, when time races

to a line? I have poetry to write

and scant few minutes to open cases

of pentameter and arrange by sight.

The pre-dawn darkness flees from the arrival

of this new day and conjures cloudy sky

to prolong the shadows of survival

where creatures of the night in hollows lie.

And yet the seconds pass with no regard

towards the deadline of my ticking clock

I am no automaton, nor am I bard

to steer a sonnet into paper dock.

Time to dash but first a toilet panic

Alas! someone has shit on the ceramic.


© Rachel Green December 2024