21st October 2025

good week for food

but I've put on FOUR pounds

morning shock

© Rachel Green October 2025

I’ve been thinking about this non-stop, but I still haven’t done it

I swear that I was just about to do it

I got distracted by this other task

and even though you've called me out, just sit

and I'll put on my new 'attentive' mask.

Wait, tell me what we were just talking about?

I wanted to say something else instead

forgetting this has made me come to doubt

exactly what goes on inside my head.

Everything seems extra-loud this evening

I can't fit any more things in my brain

Executive Disfunction fills my being

I think some thoughts are dropping out again.

 I know that I said yes instead of no

 but now I cannot bring myself to go.

© Rachel Green October 2025